I fly home today
feeling renewed yet oddly as if I never left.
Something about boarding the plane —
I remember that old, familiar aloneness
and anticipate the fabricated
order of things —
no less so abroad than at home,
I know.
Yet there I am foreign
and expect a measure of alienation.
And there’s no time for longing
when distraction
is the daily itinerary.
There the rapacious child
in me reemerged
elated,
even astonished
at times,
waking greedily at first light
to feel consumed by its purple hues
shrouding a tree-lined street,
the street lamps extinguishing
as golden warmth spread
between branches —
that joy of watching Nature
score victory over Machine.
And so, I go home
hoping not to quickly forget
how a simple moment
can be a gift of pleasure
as curtains close
on this latest adventure.